aidill- ATREYU.

SOFTBALL match have been postpone for two freaking days!!! we're going to go again Catholic High on Saturday in the monday. i'm going to be sleepy and tired. ARGH! anyway, i never been updating this blog for some times. KINDA busy with life. yeaps! reached 15 and its the WORST bday ever! HAHA. thanks to all those who celebrate it with me! thanks everybody! So when i'm GONE, just carry On. DON'T when you hear the sound of me voice! take care everybody. AIDIL saying GOODBYE.

Drown your sorrows in my pain
3:05 AM

Today was fun and tiring. My soccer team won 3rd place. hahas, yea. and i play totally sucks!! damn! i have sprained my ankle and have on swollen thingy on my right leg and it sucks!! totally sucks. BYE all.

Drown your sorrows in my pain
4:08 AM

Today was fun. me,harvn,jordan,izwan,zhao huang and syamim went for the dancework. it was great and Yuying sec won first for the poster. yay!! me and zhao huang were like scolding vulgar. hahas, it was damn foolish. After the dancework, we went to esplanade just to slack.At 9pm izwan and jordan went home but we didn't because we wanted to watch the FIREWORKS! it was great!!! me and syamim were taking pictures of it and harvn was videotaping it using his handphone. me and syamim were like scolding vulgar when taking pictures and i was like shouting "FUCK!" here and there. hahas, it kinda stupid. harvn and syamim did threw me into the bush because i'm like "sia lan" hahas, yups. we left the place at 9.40pm and we walked to clarke quay. it was fun, we walked and i did some jackass stuff here and there. yea.
all i wish is thats she was here with me when we watch the fireworks. *sigh. life suck, love hurts and i'm out. BYE and god bless.

Drown your sorrows in my pain
7:57 AM

TODAY is such a BAD day for me as i did the announcement early in the morning. i kept repeating like 8 times? and it like 8 announcement to be made. I was like WTF!?!?! wasn't prepare. the bad part was miss ida kept on rubbing my back, mr wilmal asking me to relax and mr chia asked me whether i'm a guy or a girl? i was like WTF?!?! i have a dick and two testicles dangling below it. i was having sore throat. i hate it. all my friends or should i said the whole school insult me bout this. i was like " HEY FUCK!!! read it on your own " but i can't do that obviously. i just kept it cool. yea, hopefully it will be over.

FUCKING DAY!

Drown your sorrows in my pain
4:47 AM

i'm back, i'm going to write you bout this song which i like most. it called "Sorry Doesn't Cut It" by a band called Behind Crimson Eyes. the song kinda cool, i love the screaming in it. it cheer me up whenever i'm down, Hopefully i will get her and my band get to perform during valentine's day. hahas. yea!

I'll bite my tongue this time.But you'll never ever get it in time.

As we face this summerand our friends are in a far away place

I'll set myself up to take the fall.I'll let my guard down to give you all

If you apologize one more time,I swear I'll cut you down and throw you to the ground.

I won't accept these words that are killing meand if you don't mind then I won't mind I'll just die here quietly

You try to undermine,but when will you forget it,

I'm fine.You can't deliver,and the weight of everything is too much now

Can you hear my heart beat?(when it flutters)

Do you know that it bleeds?(when I miss you)

Shoot me where it hurts most?(just make it sudden)

Tell me where to let go.Shoot me where it hurts most, I know.

Tell me where to let go, I know.

Drown your sorrows in my pain
3:07 AM

hey everone, i'm aidil. yups. it been quite some time for me to update my blog. i take this time to update it. i felt both happy and sad today, i'm happy because i did well for the sec 1 orientation camp and i felt super proud for sec 1C even though the guys are playful but they did their best for the cheers and they get free drinks for us. yups, thats what we promise the class. the sad part is that i kinda like this girl from 1C, she's cute and she have a great smile. i been looking at her since the 1st day of the camp and i just can't stop thinking bout her but sadly today, i get to know that she liked someone else which is my senior. i don't know whether it is true or not. but i felt kinda happy for my senior and her but deep inside me, i'm crying. i just don't know what to do, IF you are viewing my blog. please take note that i really like you and i wish to get to know you more and sorry for any mistake i did. so guys till here now. i gotta go, i just can't control the tears anymore. bye and take care.

Drown your sorrows in my pain
6:01 AM

heys dudes, i'm back. sorry for not updating my blog, i was busy with some stuf.. firstly i want to thanks my friend to help me with this background for my blog. yups, i'm fine. thats all, i gotta go.bye.

Drown your sorrows in my pain
10:58 AM